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Downfall
03:51
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Get up
I forgot to wake up, to raise up, to stand up
All I achieved is lost in the see of darkness and depth
If I can’t see any light of relief
I know death will be next
I’m sick of being sad, I’m so sick of sorrow
Every day I lay in bed, please let it change on the morrow
Suffering
It feels like I'm sinking to a place I've never seen before
Please make it change
The gift you gave me was the curse that broke me
Is it me to blame?
The hand you gave me dragged me into the void
Everything gets better
I have to believe in
I’m sure I lost myself
Stuck in my own hate
Give me a twist of fate
Or my fucking face
Everything gets better
I have to believe in
It will be better
I have to believe in
Tell me now
How cruel are you?
I opened my heart for you and you stabbed a knife into
I lost myself in you and now I lost you too
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Ashes Remain
03:57
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Lost Mind
02:43
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Isolation is in contact with you and me
I know, I am the troublemaker and you lose your worries
Sanity pulls you away from my madness
And I won’t take it amiss
I’ve always tried being honest with you
Reflection’s part of me
I never wanted to be rough with you
But as bad as it is
It’s time to clear up
Where does this farewell mood come from?
I never wanted it so far to come
Don’t take me for granted
I don’t want to be buried alive by the humble self of yours
It was all my fault is what you’re saying
Egoism radiates me, I get it
I had no idea that my hand felt like a knife to you
All I see is you are taking my life away
Don’t you see my try to be not like this
It won’t work this way
But that’s the path you choose
I will not be your last surety
And this time I’m going ‘cause you are a prick
And I don’t want it to end too bad
My head is ruled by regrets and false friends
Will you stand by me till I’m six feet deep?
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Roseblood
04:07
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Laugh out loud so our words keep locked
Upside down is what we reached
I hope you can forgive me even when you can’t forget me
Smoke and liquor inhibit our thoughts
An endless cycle of naughts, this possession is caught
Don’t pick me up
If you want to save me, why do you hate me?
Love is not a lust, lust will never last
You can’t kill me, I’m already inside your heart
Look what you’ve done to me
Home is where your heart should be and hell is where it really is
Taco tsubo is my death while you’re holding my hand
One promise to keep it safe
Your lies left scars on my skin
This rose has been black
before the blood turned it red
and now it’s black once again because every life has its end
I left because you lost your sake
I wanted you to be happy even when i break
And now I am broken and there are no feelings left
Will you promise to keep it safe?
and I can’t replay the past
YOUR ARMS STEPPED LIKE THORNS
YOU SAID MY BODY IS COLD
THE BLOOD OF THAT ROSE HIT MY VEINS
AND TURNED MY SKIN GREY
And I always tried to save your life
but it took mine to realise the prize for happiness
and I pushed you away
You let it bleed from within
and it knocked loose for nothing
You can make them suffer
but I’ll fight for the way that landscapes my life
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Reflection
02:45
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I fell for you and haven’t got up yet
Your face changed like my perspective
Manipulation, masquerades and money rule this planet
Who spins this thread and controls my head?
Grace won’t reflect from my body
You already crashed the mirror
Shame will light on my skin
Hell is my reflection
I write this story to be remembered
Doubts takes over me
My biggest fan ‘the death’ holds this story in his hands
Your conceit fakes the beauty
Society slits our wrist
Change your perspective or let your mouth be kind
Self-acceptance starts with the right voice of your mind
Telling stories about the own not the other
Stories about getting over the face in the mirror
CHANGE YOUR PERSPECTIVE
Wash your hands clean
from your fixed dirt
I have to carry with me
Dust on your face
You never took that mask away
I wish I could see how long it takes ‘til you realize
I’m gone or rather who gives a fuck
MY LIFE HANGS BY A THREAD WHILE IM STICKING TO DEATH
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Vorfreude
01:55
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Déjà-Vu
03:40
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I can’t get out of this
Nightmare
Every night I wake up with tears in my eyes and scars on my skin
No reason for it and no matter what I do, it’s holding
Not sure if I’m living a dream or dreaming my life
like to decide between being murdered with a gun or a knife
Why is life after death a paradox,
when being dead in life is real?
You see a light when you die
I always dream of a reaper slitting my neck
Why is this all in my head?
It can’t be a dream, it feels so real
It feels like ages, it doesn’t stop, I lost control
I would say it isn’t as real as the blood on my skin
But nothing can heal these wounds within
I promised to not reach out
You see a light when you die,
I can see a reaper slitting my neck
Why is this all in my head?
Why can’t it just be a dream
It’s reality
The moon in red is alive and won’t show me the light
The man in black is raising his scythe
My friend kills me tonight
Why can’t this be all in my head
Why can’t it just be a dream
It’s reality
Blood’s dripping down my neck
Why?
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Help
03:00
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Here I stand once again
Silence talks to me with words
I don’t understand
Nobody but silence will talk to you and I hope you will get it
I’m so tired after sleeping all day
They won’t get what I mean till silence talks to them
Where are the hands that break this bane
Where are the friends saying life is not a game
Where are you
I don’t care if it’s half full or half empty
I have nothing to fill and you broke it anyway
This glazed skin can’t handle with friends throwing with stones
Nothing helps so leave me alone
Take it off my chest
My lungs need to rest from this burden
Pulled against the chest to take my breath
I need to feel the air surrounding my neck
I feel left for dead
My only friend is the friend in my head
It’s hard to escape living in pain
Trust is broken, hope is fallen
They don’t care that I’m dying
I am the Eremit
Losing spirit
It’s so hard to escape living in pain
Truth is lying, lies are increasing
They don’t care that I’m leaving
Scream my name, wish me back
Can you hear the silence talking?
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Deathtrip
03:34
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What am I supposed to reach
Borders between you and me
Chapters divide the book,
Discord reflects the stories
Tell me all you know
Tell me all you feel
Just remember these dreams are not real
Minutes are passing by
We’re running out of time
Who am I to answer all these questions?
This show has to stop,
My trembling body can’t stand any longer
Words without meaning
make them laughter
These minutes feels like hours
And it isn’t over yet
I will keep running
Hiding and running away from this
RUN
Grain by grain
And the hen fills her belly
I talk the most when my mind is dying
Pick your poison, choose your side
Are you ready for this?
Imagine a long journey
That has no direction
It’s damaged and dirty
Replace me with anyone else
Lights and patterns
Not capable to follow me
Now the time has come
To lose all these burdens
The irony of destiny sings me a song
Deep melody sounds with these voices
so fucking wrong
I just wanna know who spins this fucking thread
Is this story real or just in my head?
Death
Mind
Talk
Something that sets me free
That lets me feel what I need
I know I don’t need it, I feel the need
I fucking need it.
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Namastè
05:07
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OM
This is for my heart, this is for my soul
This is for my friends and my foes
Only dead fish follow the stream
I got my own way in front of me
Countless questions buzzing in my head
The mess has no point to start
No one makes an effort to listen
All my answers stand in the stars
Opinions are weapons and ours shoot them all
Elections and destiny
Rumours and paranoia
Be aware of the consequences
But death is what you fear the most
MANI
I would help to count this cost
But you left your sympathy
So my words are lost
In the abyss you reached
ONE MOTH ON MY BACK
It pesters me
Not sure what has more holes
My clothes or my soul
PADME
Give your eye for an eye of your mothers care,
Lose a tooth for a tooth of your fathers shield
From ear to ear, the way you smile you’ll die
You have to bite the bullet for the marks you leave
Drag others through the mud you’ve made
Keep telling those lies
You always tell
Not able to handle my mistakes
I can’t comfort your requirements
How can you find peace
When you rip out others hearts?
When the day has come and I look at your face
I’ll take a bow to be on your level just to say
Even you need a spine to walk this road upright
Before I give you mine I’d rather fucking ..
Take the luck of the others, take it in
Stamp on their pride like you did with mine
Your fake smile will fall
Like the trees lose their leaves in fall
Getting cold again
Hell never felt so real
Hearts can’t warm your dead bodies
Fire is extinguished
No master
Keep in mind who holds the sceptre
Then you will find out what it costs
HUM
My heart’s too strong for you all
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L60S
01:00
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Sick Of Sorrow Fürth, Germany
We are a five headed Band from Fuerth, Bavaria.
We like rough breaks and hard vocals.
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